Okay well re: Eye of Michael/Chapel: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
What he knows is:
Assassins Plant worshipers PROBABLY kidnapped Wolfwood DEFINITELY TORTURED WOLFWOOD FOR AT LEAST 4 YEARS PROBABLY under Knives' supervision in some way bc Plant worshipers Did we mention plANT WORSHIPERS AND TORTURING WOLFWOOD
Right now Master C just kind of blends into the general horror category of the Eye rather than as a DISTINCT horror, but memories will change that, like whenever he remembers the Ark. And I'm taking the official translation for that one over the scanlation bc he straight-up tells Master C to FUCK RIGHT OFF and that moment was important to me. BUT ANYWAY.
He's very very quietly distressed because he's scratched the surface of Wolfwood's fucked up past and he doesn't like it AT ALL, he has reason to think that Knives is actually crazy enough to set up a friggin religion for himself (and Vash??? HE DOESN'T KNOW), and there is not one but TWO organization of people-torturing assassin freaks running around at home. That they remember. There may even be more.
TL;DR HE'S REALLY REALLY REALLY DISTRESSED but he's compartmentalizing it like he always does. Starting to think he needs a vice of his own, just not smoking. Cuz gross.
RE: Insecurities & fears!
His biggest fear is hands down not being able to save/help people, which is a p. legit fear to be having in Kyr, and one he's going to have to confront and overcome repeatedly. He's afraid of the weakness he's gleaned in Queen, because this whole realm is dependent on her. He's afraid of Nyssa or other shitty Echoes amassing enough power to pose a greater threat than they already do. He's afraid of not being able to stop/break this system in anyway way. ETC ETC ETC
More and more lately he's also afraid of people he cares about ending up in the pods, especially Wolfwood, since he was already down there before. Wolfwood in particular he's slowly becoming more emotionally dependent on (which will freak him out once he realizes it) and he's been lucky so far in that none of his good friends have really gone away. But he's seeing it happen to other people and it is balllssssss. He doesn't have his canon-self's aversion to becoming really attached to people on a personal level, so he's setting himself up for a lot of heartache later.
VERY INSECURE ABOUT HAIR SPIKE INFERIORITY (do I kid, am I serious, who knows)
So what's up with Wolfwood's bizarre honesty hour and is that gonna last, or should Vash savor it while it's there
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What he knows is:
Assassins
Plant worshipers
PROBABLY kidnapped Wolfwood
DEFINITELY TORTURED WOLFWOOD FOR AT LEAST 4 YEARS
PROBABLY under Knives' supervision in some way bc Plant worshipers
Did we mention plANT WORSHIPERS AND TORTURING WOLFWOOD
Right now Master C just kind of blends into the general horror category of the Eye rather than as a DISTINCT horror, but memories will change that, like whenever he remembers the Ark. And I'm taking the official translation for that one over the scanlation bc he straight-up tells Master C to FUCK RIGHT OFF and that moment was important to me. BUT ANYWAY.
He's very very quietly distressed because he's scratched the surface of Wolfwood's fucked up past and he doesn't like it AT ALL, he has reason to think that Knives is actually crazy enough to set up a friggin religion for himself (and Vash??? HE DOESN'T KNOW), and there is not one but TWO organization of people-torturing assassin freaks running around at home. That they remember. There may even be more.
TL;DR HE'S REALLY REALLY REALLY DISTRESSED but he's compartmentalizing it like he always does. Starting to think he needs a vice of his own, just not smoking. Cuz gross.
RE: Insecurities & fears!
His biggest fear is hands down not being able to save/help people, which is a p. legit fear to be having in Kyr, and one he's going to have to confront and overcome repeatedly. He's afraid of the weakness he's gleaned in Queen, because this whole realm is dependent on her. He's afraid of Nyssa or other shitty Echoes amassing enough power to pose a greater threat than they already do. He's afraid of not being able to stop/break this system in anyway way. ETC ETC ETC
More and more lately he's also afraid of people he cares about ending up in the pods, especially Wolfwood, since he was already down there before. Wolfwood in particular he's slowly becoming more emotionally dependent on (which will freak him out once he realizes it) and he's been lucky so far in that none of his good friends have really gone away. But he's seeing it happen to other people and it is balllssssss. He doesn't have his canon-self's aversion to becoming really attached to people on a personal level, so he's setting himself up for a lot of heartache later.
VERY INSECURE ABOUT HAIR SPIKE INFERIORITY (do I kid, am I serious, who knows)
So what's up with Wolfwood's bizarre honesty hour and is that gonna last, or should Vash savor it while it's there