Okay well I'm assuming the general gist of things are the same as the last time I relationship rambled. Except now they've had their date and more death and trauma and drinking and lol.
He's sort of going on like nothing has changed, but he feels closer to Vash now than before. Going into that trauma game one of his first thoughts was 'shit this kind of game will fuck with Vash' buuut he didn't get the chance to worry about that for long since lol. And knowing that Vash tried to go the suicide route, with other people even, is... not entirely surprising, but he's also kind of bothered about it since he did a similar thing in traumaprom. He knows he doesn't want to suicide either but he kind of wishes he'd take the try and survive option in that case???
On the date & drinking & dancing etc. end of things, he's still tsun as ever but he is kinda accepting that he does enjoy spending time with Vash, even if. a lot of that time is spent yelling or arguing or whatnot. And it is true that he wants to be a friend Vash can be proud of (though there's more to Who He Wants To Be than just that, it just sounded like the best summation while drunk). So he... tries hard... to not be a total broody jerk around him, but it's hard not to be a broody jerk when you're a broody jerk. There is the possibility he has some of The Gay for Vash (???), but he's not quite equipped to. translate those feelings properly just now.
Also as I said he's likely to deny/deny that he said a lot of the shit he said while drunk, SO.
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Okay well I'm assuming the general gist of things are the same as the last time I relationship rambled. Except now they've had their date and more death and trauma and drinking and lol.
He's sort of going on like nothing has changed, but he feels closer to Vash now than before. Going into that trauma game one of his first thoughts was 'shit this kind of game will fuck with Vash' buuut he didn't get the chance to worry about that for long since lol. And knowing that Vash tried to go the suicide route, with other people even, is... not entirely surprising, but he's also kind of bothered about it since he did a similar thing in traumaprom. He knows he doesn't want to suicide either but he kind of wishes he'd take the try and survive option in that case???
On the date & drinking & dancing etc. end of things, he's still tsun as ever but he is kinda accepting that he does enjoy spending time with Vash, even if. a lot of that time is spent yelling or arguing or whatnot. And it is true that he wants to be a friend Vash can be proud of (though there's more to Who He Wants To Be than just that, it just sounded like the best summation while drunk). So he... tries hard... to not be a total broody jerk around him, but it's hard not to be a broody jerk when you're a broody jerk. There is the possibility he has some of The Gay for Vash (???), but he's not quite equipped to. translate those feelings properly just now.
Also as I said he's likely to deny/deny that he said a lot of the shit he said while drunk, SO.
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